Tomorrow is SUPPOSED to be FINALLY the ending court appearance for the twins and their siblings. We were told last month when it was rescheduled that the judge was putting aside the entire morning to give his full attention to the case, and that he intended to make a final decision on their futures, and not reschedule again.
We've been through this before. It's not our first rodeo, so to speak. We know what it feels like to hear that a child will be with you forever, and we know what it feels like to be told to say goodbye.
But we always knew what was going to happen, or at least what was pretty likely to happen.
Tomorrow, we have no idea what the outcome could be. It completely could go either way, according to the lawyer, the caseworker, and even our own perceptions.
We're prepared for any scenario. We're trusting in the hand of God guiding us and His steps walking right beside us. We know we're not alone.
We know the deal of this life. We know the risks, and we know the percentages. We still feel called to this at this time, that this journey was absolutely where we were supposed to be, for us and for the kids whose lives we've been blessed to be a part of.
There's definitely emotions of all kinds happening now. Tomorrow will be a rollercoaster, and we'll ride it out.
We thank you all for your concern, for your encouragement, for your prayers. We come again and ask for them all over again. We're not asking for a certain solution, but just for God's will to be done. We don't ask to get "our way", but to have grace under any circumstances that happen tomorrow. We don't want to dictate things to go how we planned, but that we are given the courage to be strong for the kids and for each other.
God is good, and He will still be in control no matter what happens tomorrow.
We are scheduled to begin at 9 am. If you're able and if you think about it, please send up a few prayers or good thoughts for us! Thank you!
God bless you all!
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